Tristesse

Welcome it,
Don't fight it,
Embrace it,
Let it fill you. Absorb it.
Become about it,
Get used to it,
Grow with it,
Let it motivate you.
Allow it to build you up,
then break you down,
For as long as it takes.
Until you're cold and numb.
till you can't feel anything, even if you wanted to.
Only then can it leave,
and never return.
The pain...